Hello friends, I'm having a rough patch
but it brings me a bit of joy still
when I picture your smiling faces.
I have seen something lately, as if my dreams manifest into reality. I have seen something otherworldly. At first I simply disregarded my own thoughts, yet by the third instance, I wondered if something was dangerously wrong with my life. I have seen a man, a very distorted figure, of very unlikely dimensions, wearing a very sharp suit.
I believe I have seen him before, in my dreams, my hallucinations. No, I do not believe so, I know so. This fellow in the ashen suit is here to kill me. So I have not decided what I can do about this yet, should I stand up against this tall fellow, tall in my walker, upon feet that are not? Do I risk transit, driving from this apparition, this strange entity, flee, flee my life, my sole residence and all therein?
Despite all I have said here, about my views, and my world, the impression that I am fully....autonomous, is not the truth. Since my accident, my life has required assistance of sort, and I fear that leaving here would surely sign my death sentence as much as anything.
So, I have decided that one other option remains. I choose to talk to it, when next it appears. I will talk to the Ashen One, and I will hope for the best. I must, for there is so much more left to my life.
There is a chance I may not survive this chat,
If I do not, Call Me Nil.